Let Go (self version) Part 3

I only manage to update this story once a week...
So, sorry....

Plus i just being tagged by Erin, ....

~sigh~
Got Lotsa stuff to update .....
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Friday
Noon

I arrived at Taman Paramount station' s bus stop for nearly an hour and still no sign of PP. My tummy was grumbling hard enough to be heard from outside and my patience was growing quite thin. If wasn't for that PP i would have be home by now with my tummy stuffed with foods. The more i thought of it the angrier i get, i felt like going home despite of my poor hunger-tortured tummy groaning sound, i saw the feeder bus (which i gonna get on if i wanted to get home) came back after going a big round to fetch some passengers to this station.

Patient, patient.....i kept telling myself, i have things to settle.

Then, PP phoned for the second time that day. "Hello? HanFei? I'm now in the LRT and on my way to...."

Before he could finnish his sentence, i was shouting at him at the other end of the phone, his call had really ignited my hidden anger, "What the heck!? You know how long i waited?! I'm so damn hungry! Whatever, just come quickly!" then i just ended the call. Sensing something weird, i looked around and saw people who was at the bus stop with me, was staring at me with a odd look.

Embarrassed, i kept silent, bowed my head and waited for PP, quietly.

10 minutes later, PP finally arrived and the bus feeder had just left. I watched him ran towards my direction as if i was watching a big dark lumpy slime making it's way to me. His clothe was the same as yesterday, seriously.... did he bath?

I crossed my arms and waited for him to speak. The 1st sentence he spoke to me was, "Sor sor-ry, sorry, sorry," while he grasped for some air. I did not reply.

"Are you angry?"

Due to anger i'm no longer the shy person i was 2 days ago, i did not felt any awkwardness , i shot back at him. "Do like look like i'm angry?!"

"But it wasn't my fault, i kept telling the bus driver to drive faster but well, traffic jam..."

"Yeah right, i thought you told me you missed the bus before that," sheesh, finding excuses, i thought. All beacuse he was late and missed the bus and i had to pay the price.

"Yeah, but....." he stammered. Hah! Can't find any other story to support this lame excuse? I ignored him and stared pacing my way to the nearby KFC reastaurant. He quickly followed behind. "Please, don't be angry...."he plead. "smile for me, please?"

"I 'm not angry!, I just no mood to smile!"

"Please- lar......."

"Whatever, just quickly finnish our lunch so that i can finaaly go home!"

"Huh? Why don't we have a walk....after lunch?"

"NO way! I've been out for 2 days simultaneuosly! I just wanna go home!"

"Then, when can i see you again?"

"Don't know!" he started to piss me off again.

"What about like this," he had another bad idea in his mind again. "we'll meet each other once a week? So next week....."

"Hey! i didn't agree to that! What about we meet twice..." i paused as i saw his excited look, "a month," he was disapointed.

Twice a week? In his dreams, sucker! I thought.

Finally we arrived the destination. By that time, i was no longer angry nor in bad mood. Each of us ordered a fish burger set and then paid the waiter. Luckily this time, he brought his own money. We find a seat then started eating. Again, he continued to talk about his story such as his parents were out station, his friends loves to watch porn stuff and then the worst part, OUR FUTURE again. I continued to gave him a bored look as he spoke. He saw my bored look.

He probably knew what i was thinking. Thus, he atarted talking mussy things again.

"Do you know that when you smile, your smile was the sweetest smile in th world?"

Ew........give me a break! I felt like puking all my food back out which i had just done sending them into my mouth. "Yeah right, whatever, anyway, i wanna go wash my hands," Quickly, i stood up and almost dashed my way to the toilet.

I couldn't stand any of these any longer, i must tell him what i feel about him. I went back to the seat. He wanted to continued that 'sweetest smile' topic again.

"About the simle, i really mean it....." he said.

"Hahahahahaha......"i replied him with a made up laugh, and then i "I must tell you something,"

"What is it?"

"Seriously-lar, i don't have feeling for you, and i am not interested in relatioships like these," i just said it.


"Oh, yeah....sure....but i'll wait for you...."he said softly in a disapointed tone.

"yeah, yeah,"

Then he grinned, "but the problem is... will you be the same?"

Seriously, please give me a break! Oh God! How can he not realised what i was trying to say?! Is his brain shortcircut or is he purposely acted stupid again?

I gave him a forceful smile.

Then, i stood up starting to head towards the exit. "Huh? Leaving already? But i don't feel like going home...there's no one home...."

I ignored him. I made my way toward the LRT Station bus stop. Along the way, i told him about my nightmares ever since we met. I even described last night's dream.

"Last night, i dreamt about you and me amd some og my friends in some sort of tour, and i remember telling you something, " i paused.

"What is it?"

"I 'll tell you but i hope you don't mind," last night dream those few sentences i muttered to him, i could still remember so vividly.

"Yeah, sure, just tell-lar,"

"Okay, i told you that you're short, dark and fat," i said. Well, that was the truth. I was sorta amased of my dream and the courage i had in that dream.

He forced a smile at me and said, "I don't mind, anyway, the feeder bus is leaving, are you going to get on it?"

"Of course!" and i started to run my way to the bus while shouting ,"BYE!" at him. He waved at me as i watched as he slowy vanished from my sight. This was the last time i ever go out with him.

After i arrived at my dearest house, i started online like a internet and blog maniac would do, i kept online till 10, but, i see no sign of PP online, which was a good news. Somehow i had little worries that i had hurt his feeling.

Despite of that, i still had a peaceful slumber.

YES! FINALLY I GOT A GOOD NITE SLEEP!
THANK GOD! I LOVE YOU GOD!

So...good nite!

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Is this the ending?


If this really the ending, you all would think this as the worst ending you ever read.
"What the heck!?"

Hahahahahahahahaha...........
No, not yet.
In part 4, some shocking truth about PP and his background will be unravel. Till then stay tune for 'LeT gO'.
I know i had promised that part 3 is the end of this long story...but i don't have musch time to do so...sorry again..

Oh yeah, please leave some comments after reading. Maybe, i might consider to put his picture up..........hehehehehehee............who knows.........?

Day after Tomorrow...what if.....?

Malaysia's Pride, Petronas Twin Tower blurring away or frozen by the ice?

Image created by me!

Double Quotes

"The future is not something we enter. The future is something we create." --Leonard I. Sweet

"Thou knowest the past but not the future. As to what is future, even a bird with a long neck can not see it, but God only." --Anonymous

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Let Go (Self Version) part 2

Many thanks to those who spent their time to read my article about my 'love experience'.....

And sorry for not updating this lovely blog for so long, i'm currently busy working as part time sales assistant with SuWei..

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Thursday
Noon

Last night, i had a very unpleasant dreams which kept me awake for some time during the night. In the next morning, my whole body was aching, just because i can't have a good night sleep. Now, i was already in the LRT, on my way to Kelana Jaya LRT Station.

It only took 5 minutes to arrived the place. As the train, reached the place, i saw him standing at the platfrom waiting. He grinned as he saw me in the train.

The Train door opened, and he entered the train while i looked at him, boringly. THen he and i found some seats to sit down. I opened my mouth and started to ask about yesterday's event. Shyly he asked me no to talk about the topic now, he wanted to discuss it later.

"Sure," i replied awkwardly.

Then, i changed topic and started talking about games, again. Not even once my eyes were set on him, i hate eyes contacts especially to someone i barely know. Even as we chat, my eyes were staring at the scenery outside the train as it moved. The more we talked the less stuff to talk, sometimes we even repeat the same conversations, and then, total silence.

~Boring~
Finally the train stopped. We had reached Masjid Jamek. I followed him as he lead me to the KTM station. After getting our tickets we enetred the station, we sat on one of the steel bench and waited for the train to come. And then, he started talking about yesterday inccident.

"So...how?' he asked me

I replied, "i don't know about it..."for a girl who never had a boyfriend before, his offers were quite tempting. "I don't like to play around with relationship like this...." i was giving him polite warning about it.

"I'm seriuos about it, real serious," he replied. "Do you know that last night, when i asked you to be my 'that one', " he was unwilling to say the 'G' word, whether he's shy or he's just fooling around i don't know, yet. "My hands were shaking as i waited for your reply....my parents and my sister asked me what happened....i didn't reply them."

i forced my smile a smile, again. Everytime he says things like this my only response was giving a forceful smile.

He continued as he spoke, ignoring my twisted emotion. "If my sister pass here and sees us then, this was fate...."

"WHAT!?" i jumped up. "your sister will pass here?"

"Yeah, well, often....." he answered softly loud enough to be heard only by me.

"Hey!, I ain't your girl friend yet! And I MUST EMPHASIZE ON THIS!" i said or rather shouted.

He just kept silent. I starting to regret going out with him.....

Few seconds later, he started talking again. THis is where things started to get mussy which made me even disgusted and embarrass. He kept on talking things like, if your my girlfriend and stuff....mostly i no longer can can recall and i don't want to remember! Still, there is one creepy thing he told me....about his dream last night, which sent more chills down my spine.

"Do you know that last night, i had a dream...?"

"Huh? What dream?" The moment i said these words out, i knew i would regret.

"I dreamt that i became a famous games designer with you as my assistant."

"That's a good thing, right? i asked in a uncertain manner.

"You not only as my assistant but also......" he paused, looking at me.

"What?" I got a bad feeling about this.....

"As my WxFx."

Ew.......i suddenly felt my belly was playing karate, disgusted, mussy and scary.....
I forced another grin. The train finally came. I quickly went into the KTM, he followed behind.
As the train moved, he continued to say mussy stuff. Come on, anyone who knows me knows that i hate mussy love dialogues. I even gave some signs to him hoping that he would just shut his mouth up. I don't know whether he's stupid enough to not understand my signs, or he just purposely ignores me.

Sometimes he would just sings some english love songs when he and i had nothing to talk.....Help!

I guess i am the type who couldn't voived my opinion that easily despite that i am a person who likes to critize others.

~Sigh~

(There' one more stop where we had to take the bus to his school but i just skipped the desription about it, it's much or less like what happened in the KTM, all mussy stuff...)

Finally we arrived at his school. His school's names was Sri Sempurna Private School, that really shows me how a school size can really shrink. It's land was as big as my house, only that it was taller. The poeple there all thought that i was his girfriend.

~Sigh~

And then , PP invites one of his teachers to a Mamat Stall just in front of his school to have a drnk. Along with me, of course. Both of them , just keep on talking while i just sat there silently drinking the nearly tasteless Milo.

Wanna know what thay talked about?
Below is a brief conversation which i can still recall from my memories.

"So how's your work?" the teacher asked as he ate his roti canai.

"Great, great, my salary was RM1500 per month, do you know that even Datin, wife of the Menteri Pedidikan came to our shop to buy luaggage too??

"Wow...."the teacher and i was amazed. SuWei's shop was that popular? Hard to believe....

He keep on talking about his stuff, and how his job was and how he was robbed in One Utama few day ago. His story was rather exaggerate, but we both or rather i believed what he said.
THen, he asked for a leave, both of us had to chase for the feeder bus if we don't leave now, but the teacher was kind enough to give us a ride back to Bukit Jalil KTM station.

And then , blah....blah...blah......we are on our way to the Petronas Twin Towers.

Hehehehehehehehe....you must be wondering how we got there? And why? Weren't we suppose to go back to each respective LRT station and then parted ways? After all, i dislike being with him.

Oh well, here the story goes, after we bid the teacher good bye, he asked me whether i wanna go to Petronas Twin Towers, of course i rejected him , but then , he pleaded me, saying that his parent's won't be home till 8p.m. Being a soft hearted girl i just agreed, but with one condition, i must go back to by 3.30p.m., so that was how we ended there.

By the time we reached that place, it was already 2.30p.m. The 1st place we visit was the Kinokuniya BookShop which was the only place we visited in that KLCC Suria. There, he showed me about books which teach you how to design a game. His explanation was rather useless as everything he explain was like show a picture from a game design book and said, "this is how."

Useless, utter useless. Losing my interest i turned my sight to one of tha game strategies books followed by Comics and Mangas. When, it was 3.05 p.m. he asked me to have a stroll in the KLCC park. I just agreed. Quickly we made our way to the park and found a bench which located just beside the man-made lake and sat down. Then, he started to get all mussy again.

He talked about the future, OUR FUTURE.

Example:
"If we married, so you want to have a girl or a boy?" he asked.

"Married?! NoWay! Over MY DEAD BODY!" I cried in my heart, yet in my mouth respond in a rather gentle manner. (Explanation: Ther reason i didn't refuse to go out with him is because i thought he might be giving me a lesson on Game Designing, but i was too naive to think like that...) "Married? WHy do you ask this?"

"I just say'If', " he quickly explained. "Please just answer the question,"

Oh, okay, if you really insist, i thought, "A girl,"

"But why?"

"I just like girls that's all,"

"But don't you think that if we had a girl and a boy, isn't that nice?"

I forced another grin and kept silent.

"A boy can carried on our family name, "he continued. (Just a quick note, he's also a Teoh.)

I continued grinning while staring at the lake.

"Also, i don't want our daughter to marriy a Japanese guy,"

"Huh?" What the heck?! He's now talking about 'our duagther's future'! Man, he is really a 'far-sighted' boy.

Then he just talked about the future of our family, i didn't really paid attention to his talk, i just kept on looking at my watch hoping that it would just be 3.30p.m. Finally, it was time. I quickly stood up and daseh my way to the LRT station. He just followed behind. On the way, before arriving the station i met someone from my secondary school , whom i forgot her name, and i gave a real hard slap on her shoulder as we just passed by. She jerked loudly which almost everyone who was there stared at her.

I laughed so happily and that was the 1st time i really smiled with my heart that whole day. And then we got up to the LRT and headed for Paramount station. On the trian he offered to accompany me to my house. I immediately refused his "kind' offer. Let a guy whom i just know for 2 days to come to my house and loves to talk mussy craps? No way man. Still he insisted to accompany me at the Paramount Station Bus stop till the bus arrived. I sighed. "You wanna accompany, accompany lar,"

I was started to wory that he would say another mussy things again, luckily i met an old friend of mine named Cheah SuYi , she was on her way home as she had just finished her studies at College Tunku Abdul Rahman. With her around , i thought that he would just shut his mouth up as both of us talked about our old days in school. But he wouldn't whenever we talked about something atht isn't related to him , he would still interrupt our conversation. I felt like slapping him at the face but i couldn't, after all i just know him for like a a few days. Me and Suyi just lauhed awkwardly at him lame unrelated jokes. (or was it a joke?)

Finally, i arrived at the Paramount Station, i bid SuYi a sweet and funny good bye and just got off the Train and headed to the Bus Stop without waiting for PP. He followed behind. Luckily the bus was there already, but without the driver, so i had to wait for that driver only then i can get in the bus.

"I'm hungry," he suddenly spoke out. Quietly i sighed, and handed a Ringgit to him for him to buy a Nasi Lemak just beside the Bus stop.

He talked about stuff related to him, which was boring. And then, i ask his name. "How do you wtite you name in chinese?" I gave a pen and a piece of paper found in my bag to him and ley him write. Due to the fact that he was an english educated chinese, he can't write his name well in chinese characters. THe meaning of his name was something like this, Scenic Flow(?). Well, whatever, just for pass time. And then , he asked me out again, oh God! Of course i rejected him, i had been going out away from my dearest home two days simultaneously, and i dislike being with him, with him around i can't even relax a second. His words are giving goosebumps to my skin. Again, he pleaded me. I sighed and agreed. Maybe i could just tell him the way i felt about him ,and shut him from giving me those mussy love and creepy dialogues, tommorow, for now i still have not yet got the gut to tell him the truth.

Eventually, the bus driver got into the bus. I quickly say good bye to him and jumped into the bus. Just can't wait to get way from him. The bus started to move, i saw he waved at me as he slowly vanished from my sight. Thank God! He's finally out of my view and i do not need to listen to him mussy words again.

That night , while i was again 'blogging', he wasn't there to bug me!
Yeay!
Wanna know why? Because he wasn't online!
Hahahahahahahaha.............lame, i know.

Anyway, i still continued to have nightmares, that night. This time, the dream was tormenting, i was dreaming that i was engaged to him(?) ! NOoooooooooo.............still, before the the dreams ends i dreamt that i managed to shout some sentences to him, which in the end the dream ended just what i hoped it would be.

Maybe i should.......

To be continued....

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Wanna know what did i say to him?
I know most of you guys already guest the answer......

(And aunt. who is definitely be reading this article....i know that you gonna lecturing about things like this, again....and i know i don't have the right to object.)
~sigh~

Then please stay tune for my next episode of 'Let Go'.

Yesterday...

Adults....

Am i not an adult too? I am 18 this year.

~sigh~

Yesterday, i almost had an arguement with my aunt who visits this blog often though leave no trace of her visitation, she read my 'love' story which is not yet completed and gave me a lecture about meeting people like PP, i know i should have listen quietly to her, but i can't seem to resist the feeling of being judged unfairly, i shouted at her to keep quiet cause i knew once she start lecturing she wouldn't stop at all cost. I said, "You haven't even know the finale of this story yet, it's only part one! So please just wait till the ending only you comment or if you really need to comment please leave a comment in my blog."

Thank God, she didn't get mad at me, she just stared at me.

Note to aunt who might be reading this post and other adults, please let us the young ones explain 1st, don't judge things too hastily, we know that you all care for us.

Double Quotes
"Patience is the best of qualities; he who possesses it possesses all things." - Anonymous

"If you are angry, let it be without sin. The sun must not go down on your wrath, do not give the devil a chance to work on you". - Book of Ephesians (4:26-27)

Let Go (Self Version including a tour to pyramid) part 1

This is another version of the Story of 'Let Go' retold in my point of view. ( For those who hadn't notice the 1st version of 'Let Go' s SHE was me.)


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Tuesday
Night

It was 11.25 p.m. and i was busy "blogging" with my dearest Blog, Iced Feather. All of a sudden, my house phone rang, it was from my long time no see nor chat friend, SuWei. I was curious of her call as i picked up the phone and started to talk to her.

"Hello?" I asked."Hi, HanFei, it's me, Suwei,"

"OoO, long time no chat," i grinned "why did you call anyway?"

"I had a colleague in my working place who designs various games for a company in Japan, i knew that you are also interested in games, so i thought i might give you a call and give him is MSN address to chat with him," she quickly explained.

Trilled with reply, i instantly jotted down that fella's MSN address. And with the speed of time i zoomed back to my computer and added him in my contact, waiting anxiously for him to get online. Some minutes later, that guy finally was online, immediately, i said hi to him and get straight to the point, and then the guy just simply ask me to him with SuWei on this Friday. I agreed without hesitation, knowing that SuWei will be there and there's nothing to be afraid of.

I can't recall how, but somehow i told him that i was going out with my ex-classmates(Lekong, XianLong and HonKiat) the next day, to Pyramid's Red Box to have a great time . He wanted to join us, i knew this would be weird but i did not hesitate to agree to let him join, even if he was really one of those sex maniac which commonly could find anywhere, i had my friends with me.To Recognise each other, we each sent our own pictures to one another. And then, i simply just shut down my computer and to went to sleep.

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Wednesday
Noon

I arrived at the destination 5 minutes before 12 and was waiting at the Main Gate. Few minutes later, Lekong arrived followed by HonKiat. And then, i saw that guy whom i met during online chat,(which i'll named him as PP) he was dark with the height almost same as mine and was wearing glasses. He came forward and said hi to me and thus i introduced him to my friends. Then, i started to talk to PP, he told many interesting stuff about his game design(which is unrelated about how to create a game) I felt weird but after all he knows many things about game design which i don't, and maybe he might be my mentor. The more we chat the more trill i was. Finally, 15minutes later, XianLong arrived. So we started our little walk by visiting Delicious Kitchen where ShengKai and YouHeng are working.

Somehow we lost during that process. Imagine, 5 people get lost in Pyramid, that's stupid. Hahahahahahaha........Only blur people like us will get lost! In class, me, XianLong and Lekong with HonKiat were one of the blur case type of people in our class, 5p1, this is was so nostalgic.

Eventually we found our way to the Delicious Kitchen. There we saw YouHeng and ShengKai standing there as if they were daydreaming. It took a few seconds for them realized we were there at the entrance. YouHeng Came forward and told us that "the food here sucks, don't eat here" still, we entered the restaurant. To be honest, that place was so empty, empty in the sense that there so few customers. We ordered our lunch and started teasing them both.

It was fun! Hahahahahahaha........

back to the guy named PP, the more we talked to less topic was left to talk about, the more awkward i felt. Both of us was following the others shadows as we were far behind, somehow i think It had left some deceiving impression on SOME of my ex-classmates about me with that PP fella.(example, XianLong)

1.30p.m.
We had our lunch, bidding good bye to YouHeng and ShengKai, we head towards Red Box. The price was RM18++ per person! Walau, it was expensive for a person who hasn't start working like me, HonKiat and Lekong.PP was lucky that he had his Library card with him so he just had to pay RM7++( student price) Still, we registered for a room. The receptionist asked us to be back by 2. Thus, we decided to go to the arcade to have some fun.

On our way to the arcade, we saw a Merry Go Round Horse Ride for kids, joking, some one suggest ridding it. All of us joined that play, we laughed as we gathered coins to put into that childish machinery. And then it started moving, we had took our joke too far, immediately, me and Honkiat, ran away that moving Merry Go Round which no one was on it. Felt funny and embarrassed. Leoing and PP not wanting to waste the 2 Ringgit sat on two of the three horses while Xianlong was standing beside them as he watched them ride that machinery.

Me and Honkiat were laughing our breathe out as we stood in a hidden corner watching those two ridding that merry go round, having their childhood flashbacks. Luckily there wasn't many people passing by, but there was a girl, who passed by she stopped for a split second and walked away with a grin hanging on her pretty face. Sadly, none of we there had a camera with us....

Few minutes later, it stopped, those two idiots immediately jumped down from the Merry Go Round and walked towards us who still haven't recovered from the event. All of us laughed as we made our way to the arcade.

There, we played some less expensive and economic games.(which there's nothing interesting stuff to talk about.)

2p.m.
We went to the Red Box. HonKiat suggested that we also can use our last year Chinese Language Society membership card to get a cheaper price. I don't whether this is a good thing or a 'sweat' thing to say, the receptionist accept that card as there were 2 crucial word on the card, High School. So that's how, me and HonKiat get a student price(RM7++).

We had a 3 whole hours kept singing till we almost lost our voices. It doesn't matter whether we know that song or not, we just keep on singing. And i, most of the time drifter from the original notes and we ended our happy hour with 劲歌金曲 . Oh yeah, during that time PP kept asking me to sing with him, (it's sorta like a hint....) which gave another impression to my other fellow friends.

5p.m.
we left the room and paid for our happy times, which the total amount was somewhere 90 Ringgit. Phew, that is expensive......As a result of being a member of Red Box, XianLong received six box drinks of Soya bean. He kindly distributed to us and then we parted ways. It was time for Lekong and Honkiat to go back where as i and PP followed XianLong to the Cyber Cafe to continued our fun,after all XianLong was the one who will be providing transport for me to go home.

*grinned evilly*

For me, online games are boring, i rather go home and play my ps2. So, PP introduced a game called for me to play, he even signed up for me and thaught me how to play that game. Feel something weird is on? i was still unaware of that. Eventually, i still get bored with game.

~Boring~

So, PP suggested that me and him go to the Mamat Stall for a drink, i agreed. (At that time XianLong was too obsesses with warcaft online) We ordered roti canai and had another talk. The weird things were he kept talking something that related to love and girl friends sort of stuff which me felt.....odd...while i still emphasing on wanting him to be my mentor to teach me more stuffand we never even once really talked about how to make a game...he always just bring the topic away.

After that, we went to meet XianLong at the bus stop located on the other side of the Pyramid. I was so pissed off by XianLong, he said that after Mamat stall, we meet back in the Cyber Cafe, but he just dumped me with that PP to walk all the way to the bus stop. We or rather i, quickly made our way there. Then PP asked me and XianLong whether XianLong could send him back to Kelana Jaya LRT Station.

Huh? Kelana Jaya LRT station? That far? To begin with, to send him to any nearby LRT Station wasn't even right. Along our way back to Me and Xianlong town, Sungai Way, there not even a LRT station. Anyway, XianLong said that he gotta ask his parents 1st. Which means, Yes.So we waited for like 30 minutes and then our transport arrived. So, we head for home(?), along the way, PP ask me whether i'm busy tomorrow, i replied no then he ask me to visit his school tomoorow(?), weird huh? I don't know what got into me, i just agreed...

9 p.m.
i was with done my bath so , i went online.The guy, PP was there already, he automatically say hi to me, so i jsut reply him, while we chat halfway, he told me something weird, creepy and spooky which made me couldn't ahave a good night sleep for a few days.

Guess what it is?
He asked me to be HIS GIRL FRIEND!
Oh My GOD!

At first i was happy to know that i was at least 'attractive' to some poeple and not a total loser which made a guy to like me(?) yet, i hesitated. For a few minutes my only reply to him in that MSN chat was "Huh?" And then, finally came to my sense and answered him, "let me consider it 1st, tomorrow i'll give you the answer" and then quickly and swiftly, i just bid and lightning goodbye to him and just went offline.

That night, i had some unpleasant dreams....

To be continue.....

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Eager to know what is going to happen 'tomorrow' ? Then, stay tune for "Let Go" part 2.
And please do comment as you wait for the next episode.

Let Go

Somedays ago, she had been having the most unpleasant nightmares which forced her to kept awake for a very long time during the night. It all started when a paticular event happen to her on Wednesday night while she was chatting online with some friends of her. She knew she had to put a stop to this or she will never have a peaceful slumber.

Finally, yesterday, she gathered some of her courage (plus some anger), and did something which she thought was the best way to have a good night sleep, though it might be an mean act to some but to her, it was a true releasement from the nightmare prison. Then, that night, she indeed had the most peaceful slumber in this whole tormenting week.

What happened back then? What did she did to relase from being tormented? Perharps only God , she, and some other poeple who involved in such matters will understand...

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"A peace above all earthly dignities, a still and quiet conscience." ~ William Shakespeare

Recreation, Rebirth and Reincarnation

It's been days since i really do something special to my blog. Day by day i kept lurking around the blogs and did nothing to my desserted blog, hoping to get inspirations to make a better blog, eventually i found them. Quotations and images, is the best way for me at least. Thus, i finally recreated a new blog.

This is a recreation, rebirth and reincarnation story of this Blog named Iced Feather. Despite of it's common coverage, i will try my best (again) to make it a better place to be visit.

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-Seven years, only seven years! At the beginning of their happiness at some moments they were both ready to look on those seven years as though they were seven days. He did not know that the new life would not be given him for nothing, that he would have to pay dearly for it, that it would cost him great striving, great suffering. But that is the beginning of a new story – the story of the gradual renewal of a man, the story of his gradual regeneration, of his passing from one world into another, of his initiation into a new unknown life. That might be the subject of a new story, but our present story is ended. -
Crime and Punishment
by(1866) by Fyodor Dostoevsky