The seeker's will

"A scattered dream that's like a far-off memory. A far-off memory that's like a scattered dream. I want to line the pieces up—yours, and mine." ~Roxas, Kingdom Hearts II

What am I ?

Who...what am i?

"Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna get great right at the end and make it all worthwhile. None should blame you for walking out early." - Doug Stanhope

the dim Winged Horse

I am crying...
But why? Why am i crying?
No, stop, stop crying!
I said, ENOUGH!
But still tears continue to fall from my eyes.
I tried my best to stop them but it seemed that my resistance only is not enough.

Why? Why did i fail again?
This is the 2nd in this month!
Why am i such a coward, with my big mouth i still managed to fail. Fail in my presentation...
Failure...what will happened to my MUET speaking test?

Why others tend to bully me just because I'm from Sungai Way?
Home is always so near yet often it seems far to touch.
My home...a place which i loved so dearly yet often i yearn so eagerly to escape from this sanctuary?
I grew up in this place...but aside from those nostalgic childhood memories i had, i had no longer the desire to stay in this place.
Barbaric primitive! Where is thou civilization?!
Why fight over seats in the ships? Why caring so much only to thou self?
Is this what Sungai Way thought you to live?

My soul torn into 2...fighting among each others will.
I felt so helpless, so weary...
I wanna get out of this world!
My tears... when will it truly stop?
God...Please tell me....

A Faraway Gift

A Gift for a friend in a place where i never been...

A photo which i took in Langkawi's Eagle Square during sunset....

Specially dedicated to today's Birthday girl, Suwei!

(Though i know you may not see this)

Happy Birthday SuWei

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Quotation

"My friend, if I could give you one thing, I would give you the ability to see yourself as others see you... then you would realize what a truly special person you are. " ~ Barbara A. Billings

"We cannot tell the precise moment when friendship is formed. As in filling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over. So in a series of acts of kindness there is, at last, one which makes the heart run over. " ~James Boswell

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"Look abroad through Nature's range,
Nature's mighty law is change."
–-Robert Burns (1759-1796), Let not woman e'er complain, 1794

STage Fright

I have once again embrassed myself in front of the crowds thinking that i could no longer have public speaking phobia.
I have a big mouth but it wasn't as useful as it seems.
As a form 6, i embraseed the others. I even muttered 'HELP ME!' during the talk!
Oh man, oh man, oh man.....

I don't have much time to express it....

But i know one thing,
today, i have added another shameful memory into my timeless album that i will never forget...
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this sucks.....
I hate my phobia...